Desires;

Monday, November 23, 2009

6 more to go!! =)

haha.. spm spm spm..

i truly truly THANK GOD for ALL HIS HELP and the ones to come! =)

place ur trust in Him.. really.. =)

Monday, November 16, 2009

2 more days.. less than 48 hours.. spm!!!!!!! >< =) (why i still so free to come on9 hor?)

lol.. i so cant wait til its over.. im gonna b so super busy after it.. well actually even b4 it finishes im super packed edi..

ahem.. i shall tell you why..

for most of you.. lucky happie ppl.. spm ends on the 8th.. kesian me end on 14th..

anyways.. my schedule is as below.. ahem ahem.. :

18th nov - 8th dec : SPM

8th dec : watch new moon

10th dec - 12th dec : asia pacific youth alive conference =)

13th dec: edu fair

14th dec: chinese paper

15th dec - 18th dec: band camp

19th dec - 22nd dec: band go johor

23rd dec: go ice skating

24th dec - 25th dec: chirstmas events

26th dec: hangout wit iris plus 2 frenz (not confirmed)

27th dec: youth post christmas party

28th dec - 30th dec: form 5 cg go holiday! =)

31st dec - 2nd jan 2010: holiday wit family (not confirmed)

so as you can see.. im FULLY BOOKED til next year.. =) hehehehehe

all the best to all spm candidates.. you guys can do it! do ur best and God will do the rest.. =)

p.s remember u're not machines.. you need to rest and relax too.. =)

Saturday, November 14, 2009

sigh
isnt life complicated?
lol
actually i dont know why i could still lol
sigh
so heartachin
to know but yet not know wat is goin on
im lost
but wat else could i do?
except to wait and see

to all form 5 peeps.. all the best! =) spm in 4 days.. pray for all of us.. thank you! =)

Monday, November 2, 2009

do you know that our God is truly truly an awesome God? =)

last nite.. i was startin to get super super superly worried and anxious.. spm is jux 17days(yesterday) away.. and im so so so so SO far from being prepared.. plus my college intake.. where when how? i was lost..

so i talked to Him.. =)

durin church camp.. pastor cornelio(i think).. said that you can place all ur cares on God coz He cares for all ur cares.. =) ok ok.. so i did.. but deep down i still told Him.. im still very worried you know?

then He stuck me wit this..

'Do you trust Him enough to care for all your cares?'

and then i was like.. O.O i kept on repeatin the same thing over and over again.. still shocked to sudd hav that thought(revelation? =) )..

then i thought.. hey.. you're talkin to THE almighty God and He's tellin you this.. and He IS THE ALMIGHTY GOD.. there is jux no reason for you to not trust Him fully in everything.. you place ur trust in someone when you think they are capable of somethin.. then hello? this is God le.. there is jux no excuse or way or watsoeva that anythin is too impossible for Him.. =)

ok ok.. then ltr on.. i was thinkin abt my study schedule.. coz when im doin somethin nervous etc.. i keep on repeatingly talk to myself.. i talk to myself and i answer myself.. LOL.. =)

THEN.. somethin stuck me out of NOWHERE..

this verse came to me.. which i repeatedly said over and over again.. =p

Proverbs 3:5~6 - Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight

WOW

literally W-O-W

its like He is reassuring me that everythin will be okaayy.. jux hav to TRUST in Him will all my heart.. and lean not on my own understandin.. which at that time was still worries and confusion and stress.. and that its super tough to reach my goal..

=)

THANK YOU LORD JESUS! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! =)

He IS jux that amazin! =)

i've been readin a bit of revelation.. and honestly its not exactly my cup of tea.. coz its super scary and its totally real.. =) but a column in the Bible said..

'no matter how times are gonna be.. no matter how dark and horrible the end times are.. no matter wat.. in the end.. it is always always God who is victorious.. it will always be Him in the end..'

so hang on to Him.. =)

for those who r havin probs or stress or worries etc.. talk to Him.. He listens everytime.. mayb He doesnt giv answers straight away.. but eventually He will reveal them.. =) He luves you you know? =) im still very much in the process of learnin it.. =)

Thursday, October 29, 2009

sorae that my blog died.. lol..

2 weeks plus.. spm.. 0.0 am i ready? so TOTALLY NOT!

everyone's nervous and anxious no? leave it ALL to God.. =)

sorea.. at first when i wanted to start bloggin i was in the mood to.. then i saw somethin and someone which reminded me of somethin..

wateva decisions and actions you make today WILL affect ur life.. especially if its somethin you know you ought not to do but still do it.. dont you know the consequences????!!!

我

真的真的很失望

你

为什么做了酱傻的事

你又不是不知后果

被发现了

现在怎么办？！

哎

替你伤心

那又能如何？

我

不知应该骂你

还是安慰你

但

骂你的权力我再也没了

真的很疼你

你懂吗？

你以为你离开了我们

对我们没有影响吗？

说真的

我到今天

第三天了

还是那么地无言

宝贝

我祝福你

要好好的继续下去

加油

你回来时

我还是会很欢迎你的

sigh..

anyways.. hav you realised that msia is truly a very blessed land? see all the earthquakes that are happenin around us.. we are like protected from it all.. in the middle of the quake area.. although we hav feel a bit of a quake here and then.. but its better than most countries.. thank God for that! =)

my followin post will hav somekind of a connection wit the below pic

but you hav to b super patient.. i hav no idea when will i blog again.. =p

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

ehh.. wat is that? where am i goin? wat am i gonna do? ooo.. hahaha.. =)

this banner seriously shocked me.. haha.. sudd got this 'fruit carnival' at my area.. waahh..

note: 'eat all you can'..

waahh.. first time c and hear this kind of thing.. haha..

got a lot a lot of ppl who turned out that day.. you hav to say a lot of excuse me to get to the fruit you wanna take.. haha..

so.. we had.. rambutan.. green apple.. jambu.. mangosteen.. durian.. and something else whose name i cant recall.. haha..

out of everything.. i luv luv luv this!! =) yum yumm yummmmmmyyyy!! =) simply d-e-l-i-c-i-o-u-s! =)

i ate like dunno ermm.. mayb abt 20 of it.. hehhe.. plus all the other fruits le..

then the most most geng one is this.. LOL..

everyone was askin..

'eh.. where's the durian?'

'the durian is on its way'

'oh really?'

LOL.. soon.. a lorry filled wit baskets of durians came.. then everyone cheered.. LOL..

there's like soooooooo many durians.. unlimited i tell you! eat and eat and eat ar.. still got a lot left.. like never ending.. take one basket to the side o.. then finish edi still can take another basket.. geng geng..

the fruit lovers.. =)

then coz you're not supposed to take back any of the fruits back home to eat by YOURSELF.. when someone does take some.. ppl will start yellin at you.. LOL.

example..

guy(1) takes a durian.. and hurries back home..

guy(2) saw the scene.. and started sayin really loud : 'eh!! who pack back who pack back?!'

guy(3) and guy (4): 'where where?? oooo!! ehhh youu!! stop!! cannot take!! cannot take! '

then eveyone looks at guy(1) who is still hurrying back home..

LOL..

of coz the guys 2 3 4 were sayin it jokingly la.. but everyone knows that you really shouldnt take back.. =)

but o.. no matter wat.. this is truly truly my fav of ALL TIMES.. =) introduin.. apple custard! or is it custard apple! (i seriously dunno which.. LOL.. =) ) very very very very very very very very super super super nice!! =) =) =)

got try b4? no? you should! you hav no idea wat u've been missin.. =)

Monday, October 5, 2009

finally.. after 4 years.. its my turn to hav holidays due to spm.. haha.. startin tmrw holiday for a week.. then skol for a week.. then holiday for a week again.. =) ponteng? hahaha.. hmm.. =)

can you believe it? next month is spm edi.. omg.. im not prepared enough yet!! ><

but i trust in God that somehow someway i can successfully do it.. =) thank you God! =)

this week im gonna b super busy.. with wat? ahh.. that i'll tell you next week.. but i can feel a really good testimony(?) comin.. its not exactly a story but.. its totally worth tellin ppl abt.. =)

i've come face to face wit my personal fear.. but its not a fear to me anymore.. coz i've let it go to God.. so.. no fear no fear.. *takes deep breath* im ok.. the past is the past.. i trust God.. =)

i realised im gonna b super busy after spm.. well kinda.. i finish on the 14th(chinese).. then next day onwards band band band.. til the 24th only i come back.. THANK GOD I CAN SPEND CHRISTMAS HERE IN KL!! =) i seriously seriously seriously wouldnt want to spend it anywhere else besides here.. spent a year (or is it two?) years of christmas overseas edi.. dont wanna leave kl anymore for this festive season.. =)

recently.. i came to know someone's death again.. sigh.. we could nver understand God's timing..

isnt it ironic? that we always think that we hav all the time in the world to live? to think that we're gonna live until we're 80+ ? we dont even know whether we'll survive tmrw.. thats why.. sigh.. we seriously hav to treasure everyone around us.. espeacially those we care abt..

some think that spendin more time wit a person would hurt even more when that particular person leaves this world.. so they'd rather somewat isolate themselves and keep a distance wit ppl.. or not come too close to someone..

but wouldnt you hav wasted ur life becoz of that? you're livin now.. make the most out of it.. wit ppl.. i wouldnt want to regret not spendin enough time wit the ppl around me.. when its too late its too late.. i'd rather create sweet memories than to regret not havin any..

we hav to live our lives not only for ourselves.. but most importantly for God.. and also those around us.. they're more important than ourselves.. im learin that too.. =)

btw.. i didnt think of this myself.. =) hor? the person who chatted wit me abt this topic knows hor? =) =)

anyways.. i wanna say somethin.. =) i dunno whether you know it or not.. although it urges.. although its tough.. i wouldnt hav it any other way.. coz i think its good enough.. although not the best.. but way good enough for me.. thank you.. =)

p.s

-all the best to all PMR & JUEC candidates.. =)

-all the best to all SPM candidates in preparin for the exam.. =) we can do it!! =) there's nethin impossible wit God! =)